Last Splash

Tuesday, 25 October 2005

The exotic one...not on my mind as much lately with this shifting in my heart, unless of course, I pass a South American man on the street, or hear an accent that reminds me of him. We were young, stupid, went through more heartache together than we should have, and then started dating. By far the most beautiful boy I've been with, and the first one that fell in love with me. It's easy to pinpoint what went wrong with this one; there were no fights or shouting because he always deferred to me. And alas, I was a freight train running with the idea. I always thought I wanted to "wear the pants", to be in control of the relationship, but once I got my chance it was too easy. What do I regret most? Breaking his heart. By the time I made my mind up it was over, there was no turnning back. There was nothing he could do or say to make me change my mind. I guess it's not all bad, because I still run into him occasionally (apparently he stayed in America) and he always has an American girlfriend, so I didn't ruin him for the rest. I just wasn't the right one...

posted by: Cannonball14 at 13:06 | link | comments (3) |
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#1 26 October 2005 - 06:42

Want more? Come to Miami. . .endless supply, all different countries. Usually, they identify themselves for you - love to wear flags. . .
I fell for a guy who was half Hawaiian, half Panamanian. Beeeeautiful man, in every sense of the word. Make a long story short - didn't work out either. Then I was with a Venezuelan for 3 years on and off. Great guy too - just a little too immature in reeealy annoying aspects.

spartanjen

#2 26 October 2005 - 11:16

MMMMM....our UPS guy at work is Filipino, but looks Samoan or Hawaiian...very, very beautiful. And the biggest flirt, but dumb as bricks. Good thing he's married!

Cannonball14

#3 27 October 2005 - 02:59

Face it...the grass is always greener on the other side and once our challenge is over, we're going to find fault no matter how beeeeeautiful they are!! =)